I am temporarily down of how people do not understand my change. I hope they can simply understand that it is okay to do different things and experiences various paths of lifestyle. I know I have changed. People always want to see the beautiful side of thing while it is basically rational that in mankind's life that there is always dark and bright side of an particular image.

Am I so superego? self-centered? or something wrong with me?

Here, people think it is not okay as another part of the world would appreciate it. I hope some can be more open minded to accept the diversities of life as human-being. I am not saying I am making any right point to make you convince what I am doing the right thing, but I only wish you can be more easy-going to know that thing happens for a reason even if it is not reasonable for you just now.

My people, don't be upset for the change because we change via the time and our surrounding. For what you hear then hurt your heart, start to stop caring, listen to your heart, trust your intuition for the reason that there is only you who can precisely understand what you are doing, compared to the rest. However, don't forget to be optimistic and do good deed for humanity, humanity, and humanity.

My friends, we have a lifetime, not close to 100 years, 365.25 days per year, 24 hours per day, 60 minute per hour, 60 second per minute. A breath that we take is more than a second vitally means we are losing our life as the time always keeps running even if the moment we fall asleep or any unconscious move of us.



Aright!  Another way round to release bad feeling of change is to understand other people while they don't accept your change. How come! Well, there is a quote from JPY- Daichi Hario, saying that "You cannot change others and the past, but you can change yourself and the future." By this quote, I sincerely believe that we can turn our sad mood to happy mood; there a will, there a way!

Eventually, I also want to leave a quote from TPY-Jah. "Be the change you want to see in the world." P.S for those who they believe in themselves that they are who they act and are able to encounter difficult consequences may be on the right truck to find yourself and your soul.

Hope you can find yourself soon, my friends.

INSPIRATION

It might be not for me (receiver was not mentioned), yet I only know that is by CPYs, from CPYs, and to CPYs. Why not to share this inspiration and joy with them since I share a part of them,:D?

Back then, the moment which I just can’t stop thinking of is our camping; it was the astonishing moment when we all cried hard, hugged tight, and laugh hard for simple sense of humor together. Who care? We are CPYs 2015!

Well, what in my mind just now is you, beautiful you and those stunning moments we had built them together. You have come into my life, and you make me become who I am and who I want to be. To CPYs regarding to my foster brothers, sisters, mummy, daddy, and my foster grandfather-Chiv Ratha. You make me believe that you are meant to be as destiny makes us meet. From now till forever, we are a family; even not biologically but spiritually and emotionally, we are bound with one another. “Forever, Together”, SSEAYP42.

I remember almost every single rough time we had gone together during PDT. Some of my dears integrated me questions. “Why does SSEAYP seem so tough for PYs to follow or to be a successful PYs? As exPYs concerned. I even overheard that few wished to give up during PDT. But you know what now? We all made it! We just now become successful exPYs in this new season, :D…

What I have learnt is that there are always memorable moments both rough time and good time as we barely forget even if we want to get over it. After those occasions flew away, I am so certain that you’re going miss it. Thus, make the best move of every single move you make because you will miss it, my dears!

Proud to be CPYs, Miss CPYs, Love CPYs,

~KAN, CPY’s 15, SG-D, DG-8